oh i am so ready to stop eating. in fact, at this point it’s hard to not simply slow down and prepare for monday. but no! i have to eat every last bit of junk food you can imagine. i even went so far as to make my mom’s christmas recipe for stained glass window cookies… chocolate, butter, marshmallows and pecans. surely that will help! i mean, if i’m gonna go down swinging, i might as well swing hard.

i know i’m gaining weight too which i’m not sure if that helps or hurts my excitement. i hate gaining. i can’t wait to lose.

speaking of losing, my friend who is on this diet has lost over 50 lbs since the beginning of the year and she is looking good. she’s walking motivation for me.

one more day of gorging then off we go…