19 lbs have scurried away into oblivion. i’m feeling good other than the fact that i wish i could just IV water into my body. i’m drinking constantly and sometimes i’d like to come up for air.

my mom is still here, helping me make adjustments to my somewhat crazy and unpredictable life lately. changes are inevitable in life. i just wish sometimes i had more notice. updates soon!

madeleine is nearly pulling herself up into a standing position. which scares the living you-know-what out of me because it will be just one moment one of these days where she realizes she can stand… and walk… and run. and then… well, you get my point.

she also has started the whole “cry with disappointment” when i take something away from her that she’s not supposed to have. it’s quite heartbreaking and it makes me realize that her little heart, desires, free will and all those things are developing.

life is short. act justly, love mercy, walk humbly with your God.